I’m not sure if looking at old pictures on FB was the best idea. I just ended up bawling my eyes out. Guys, this is going to be rough. I haven’t actually thought about the whole saying goodbye part yet.
I had to say bye to my absolute BEST FRIEND tonight. That hit me like a sack of bricks. She’s been my best friend since Mrs. Hendrix class in kindergarten, and the only one I can really talk to and be myself with. However, we’ve been through enough that the GIANT move to Miami won’t change our friendship one bit.
Tonight Liz said, “I don’t know how I’m going to feel about coming home and you not being on the couch napping.” :( She’s been the best roommate ever….like…EVER. (None of the past roommates I have had can compare to her)
Tomorrow I start packing (or well..today I start packing) This is so weird to me. I haven’t made a decision like this….ever? A big move like Miami does not compare to moving here in Jacksonville. I’m forty minutes away from my hometown…soon I’ll be 13-14 hours away.
Everything will look up from this point on. I can’t wait to start a new adventure. I can’t wait for my clean slate. No words can describe how nervous I am….
I believe I’ll find what I need down there. There is a sense of belonging when I’m in Miami, so maybe I will feel right at home as soon as I unpack my car and get settled in.
Look out Miami…I’ll be your way on May 25th.